I am so fucked.....technology has me bent over at the moment! Nothing is working the way it should the laptop is totally dead and the desktop that I am using now is rubbish.....I can comment only occasionally which takes the fun out of reading other peoples blogs, and even my own cos I can't interact....
So I tried to post a comment on Someone Livings post about bloggers block....no luck! So I just wanted to do a quick post which summed up the way I feel about blogging and this blog in particular!
I love blogging, I really love it on a laptop, relaxed, sitting in bed! It's not quite so much fun on the lazy desktop in the chilly dark boring hall of my house! But Someone mentioned not feeling free to blog about personal stuff, or not thinking it's appropriate, but I think that as regards this blog anyone who knows Someone personally and reads this blog would be delighted to share his burden, to listen to his personal blog posts and to offer support or a few kind words, and anyone who reads this blog and doesn't know someone personally might find comfort in his struggles or have an interesting unbiased take on the situations!
I love this blog in particular because it feels like a community, and as such I have felt excluded as I haven't been able to interact recently with everyone! So if I haven't been a good blogger forgive me but it's hard to have a relationship when it's one sided and I can't respond to comments, my own blog is much more of a venting blog....a diatribe!
So I urge someone, I urge everyone to give a little bit......wouldn't it be wonderful if we all gave a little bit of ourselves to this blog, a truth, a secret, a desire that we have held in our hearts, afraid to share....?
Well, maybe it's just me......
Sometimes I look at my friend, my oldest, best friend, who has no children, married to a millionaire and has a wonderful fulfilling career and I wish, I wish I hadn't married for love, I wish I hadn't had three children, I wish I had thought of my self more, my future....it makes me feel guilty, like a bad mother...I don't want anything to happen to them, but hindsight is a powerful thing!
So there you go, berate me if you must, I can't bloody respond, but I urge Someone, everyone to give a little...it helps a lot!