I just read Conformist No.1's blog. It's sad and honest and true. You should go read it.
There are two things I wish I had: serenity and clarity. Well, I wish I had a lot more things, but these are important qualities. Instead I operate in a state of mild hysteria and chaos most of the time. And it takes me so much talking to communicate simple points. I wish I could get my point across with fewer words and spluttering and misunderstandings.
There's a post I may have to post as it's eating away at me, but I'm reluctant to, because I'll write a novel and it'll still come out wrong. So I'll just continue to sit on it, and hopefully it'll decant a little over time.
I'd better get myself some new Calm and Clear remedy in the meantime.