I am in bed, I have been home for an hour, babysitter dispatched safely in Taxi, then up to bed, boyfriend snoring his sweet dreams, I feel like crap.
Went to the nine pounds night out (or in) tonight, and I just wanted not to be pregnant, not to feel tired and nauseous, to be able to have a few beers, to have a brain that's not so hormone addled that I could be good company!
So I had to leave early, babysitter won't wok for nothing! Now I am in bed, listening to BNL and having a cry (boyfriend thinks I am crazy, he's probably only pretending to be asleep), all my blogging friends are out again and I am home, awake with the bloody insomnia, but too brain dead to do anything constructive! I feel left out, I hate my pregnant body right now for being so needy and weak! I wish I was still out having fun and laughing and joking, drinking beer, eating MG soaked salty snacks instead of sitting here in the dark feeling ill!
Sorry, hormonal and lonely.......