Gothtastic!

Isn't this great! I wish the internet had existed when I was a confused and annoying teenager! As a psuedo cure head I would have loved this! I had some black see through tops, they were my mums from the seventies! Seriously! But I wasn't allowed to buy a black bra (only whores wore those) so I had a secret black bra, I'd stick my white bra on, waistcoat on top again, and then when I'd get to my mates house I'd change into the whores undergarment! I am reminded of my lovely dark past by the face that I see in the mirror now, I've gone back to nature! Actually a shade darker than nature! So I'm now a brunette again, I love it, I feel much more like myself. As a blondish woman I never felt like me, it always seemed a bit too cheery, a bit too friendly, a bit too approachable!

Now I am wearing more black now too, another side effect of darker hair is I can wear more makeup, lots of red lipstick, as a teenager filled with angst it was Mary Quant, same on Robert Smith wore, now it's a nice burgandy from Revlon!(Maybe Robert has toned it down too?)

So I am happy to be dark....in a gothic those kids in the Fanta ad kind of way, I'm off to a playdate with the wee ones now, my nails are a lovely metallic navy and my make up is a bit Sweeny Todd, but feck it! Some women separate feom their husbands and dress like hookers, I'm just taking it in a different direction!

Btw, I don't wear white bras anymore, in fact I don't really wear black bras anymore, purple and red are my favorite, so if whores wear black and good girls wear white what does that make me....?